This is what my day has been like…

I am out here for you.
You don’t know what that’s like.

It’s an up-at-dawn,
pride-swallowing siege –

– that I will never
fully tell you about, okay?

God, help me.

Help ME.
Help ME… help YOU.

And now, I just feel like I am going to throw up and all I really really want is a nap. I guess that is my defense mechanism kicking in, trying to save my fragile little self from flying apart.
In the meantime, I will keep watching this. It makes me feel the tiniest bit better.

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